The Tribunal’s Declaration of Nullity, received a little over a month ago, has had a wholly unexpected effect on my spirit, on the way I see myself and my own life; it is as if Mother Church, speaking through Her tribunal, has declared not only the attempted marriage null, but also the scorn, ridicule and contempt experienced for those years, which has followed me as a foul oppression even twenty years after we separated (January 16, 1988).
All of life is sweeter, and I feel liberated – and the difference is being seen, and responded to, by my local friends.
I’ll be starting Graduate Studies from Franciscan University soon – within the next week or two, I think –
So much to look forward to – ! So much to be grateful for, to rejoice in!
and here is another poem from Joseph Pearce’s Flowers of Heaven –
Vox Ultima Crucis
Tarry no longer; toward thine heritage
Hast on thy way, and be of right good cheer.
Go each day onward on thy pilgrimage;
Think how short time thou has abiden here.
Thy place is bygged above the stars clear,
Noon earhly palace wrought in so stately wise.
Come on, my friend, my brother most entere!
For thee I offered my blood in sacrifice.
(John Lydgate (ca. 1370-1450)